why i'm late

in the last two months i've been having pretty deep conversations about what i want to do with my life, and two separate people in separate worlds asked basically, what the f@$k i'm waiting for. i'm smart, i communicate well and all other sorts of goodies.

I reply something stupid, that i planned my life that way. Seriously, when i was about 22 i figured i'd be a f#$kup for a couple years and start to get my ish together around 30. So i'm surely and slowly putting my life together, and its coming through very nicely. But it's not that stupid at a deeper glance because i'm actually taking responsibility for my life and having created it that way.

In the same vein, i see how utterly stupid that is. So i'm going to stop it.