a life worth living

The past couple days, i've been meandering around town with the thought/question in my head "am i living a life that's worth living?". This i think is a little different than the question "what do you want to be known for" because the latter question speaks about your long-term impact on the people around you, while the first question asks about the quality of your life in-the-moment.

So, there's not a resounding no, but there's a cold 'not really' truth ring to my answer. I have a couple opportunities to create the programs and movements that i want to, but i'm not driving them to become actualities, much less driving them to completion.

what are they:
a black economic empowerment network
a program to develop computer literacy skills in African-american youth